28 July 2006 10:03 PM

farewell's today. can't believe i actually cried.. i already told myself a million times that i won't cry today but then.. sigh.. today is such a day. i started crying when they played that dumb video. i cried when the sec 1s did their performance. i cried and laughed watching the sec 3s. and i broke down while singing that stupid song. i know it was so embarrasing but i just couldnt hold any more tears back. when i was about to go and sing my part, i was like 'sheila, dont cry.' and 'ahem' and wahhhh. my legs started shaking and i thought i was totally going to fall. i clutched on to min'er's hand and i tried to be brave but...
then the GREYS item was totally bad. it made me cry and cry over and over again. how can a good performance make me cry? something must be terribly wrong.
then at the end of the day, i had to walk back to hui suo to get my toaster. ahem it was pitch black. then i had 4 escorts to walk me there and i was holding so tightly to xiaowei and jinghan and cat and ziai(thanks a lot :D) and later i got the 2 worst shocks in my entire life. duh. i screamed.

to the GREYS:i love you all! don't forget this super cute/nice/fun/and practically everything nice yellowbadge that caused some havocs.
to BREADIES SEC 4s:you all are forever my best daoyan and best friends. never learn to forget any one of us. and visit us real soon!