:D made my day this morning. i was really in a great mood today until probably after recess. happiness never last long, in other words.

i couldn't find the exact reason to the sadness that washed me then, but it was almost unbearable. chinese lesson made it way worse than it was. and i couldn't put everything and every word in the right place. all i needed then was to scream.

we went to seven eleven and macs for lunch. the way there and back was fun though.

had an extremely long cca later. actually it was long only because there was nothing much for me to do and i was thinking of :D which obviously didn't helped a single bit in making everything better. but at least i was able to share my problems to HH. i saw :D again later and it kind of made everything better.

went home and felt very tired. bathed in very cold water which is really weird of me since i never liked bathing in cold water. the coldness was very refreshing but it did not helped any bit with my misery. i realised that it is this misery that is holding me back from moving on. but im just going to let it invade me till the time i really wake up. that day will never come, i hope.