"HAVE YOU HEARD??"
"OH ABOUT THAT SHEILA...."

now this is what is happening. ive been made a joke out of everyone. its nothing funny at all.

the worst thing is that people can be talking about it behind me and giving me that im-talking-about-you-and-i-dont-want-you-to-know-so-im-acting-innocent look whenever i turn to look at them. wow. it was so convincing. so now im a see through object. everyone is trying to dig for more information.

well, if this is what you want it to be, you might as well go around telling the whole wide world on how i did this and that and you can even come up with your own stories to make everything seems double times interesting. like say, i wrote your name all over my notebook or i scratched your name on that fifth tree outside school which i obviously dint. but you should just do that to make yourself more interesting so everyone can just come up to talk to you about this. i dont really give a fucking damn now, if you realised. think about my feelings man. or is it that my feelings are nothing now, compared to yours? you should really just shutup.

you just made my life a living hell. and i might just hate you for that.



you all are loved <3