i woke up from the wrong side of the bed today :(



im not thinking straight at all with my burning headache. this whole march holiday is not helping at all. its making it all worse then ever. one whole week of silence suffering without my salt. im all confused and everything now cause im really emotionally sick and hurt. everything is falling out of place now. especially after reading someone's blog.
and im eating cupnoods using the wrong side of chopsticks even after realising it and my legs are shaking i cant even walk except to just sit in front of my computer. its not that bad you know to just walk around the internet. but not when i landed in the wrong place. im about to fall into space but i want to just fall and fall like that. it hurts but the pain comforts me. im stabbing my own heart.

(and i hate my sister cause she is staring at me typing all this shit out. where did her freaking brain just went to? she's just being all so irritating. GOSH.)

whatever. im broken now anyway. got nothing else to say. carolanne was so great last night. I LOVE YOU DEARLING, YOU DID GREAT LAST NIGHT :)