what's going on?




i love you more each day. i wonder if i could see you today. its the second day of march holidays and the 5th day of suffering. and i just realised that extra one more day of holiday should be on monday which equals to another one more day of holiday. and all of a sudden, im feeling so empty. its like going to school for tests have been a routine for me, and a week of holiday is definetely changing it. it is so UNADAPTABLE.

i got the news yesterday that i am going to be in SYF. but its not a little bit making me happier. maybe in the later part but not now. i was almost in total silence yesterday. but the auditions did brighten up my day. and yes, GERMAINETAN did made a little of my day too. but still, things got worse when mum came home from work. she went on scolding and screaming at me. SIGH. i tried too hard already and now im dead tired. im giving up soon.


smile for me please, cause i never want to forget it.