28 April 2007 3:20 PM

You used to tell me how much you loved the sun. So i forgot about the rain and loved the sun too.
You used to tell me that you hated sharing the stuffs you love with anyone. So i kept those gifts from you to myself.
You used to love this song and i tried to learn the lyrics. But when i was done memorising it, you told me you didn't like it anymore.
You left, and my world stopped. I realised how much i had depended on you. So I tried to leave everything back and move on. But everything around me now seemed to be your silhouette.


Alexis K, i wonder how you got to know everything. Thanks for caring about how i might feel. You said that things will still be the same, but why are you avoiding me now? 3 hours of difference in time means that you'll be 3 hours late for my birthday. It doesn't really makes any difference now-we are probably never going to be spending birthdays together anymore.

So everything took a sharp curve and changed everything. I'm sure you're never going to face me like you used to.

This year, my birthday will never be the same. Nothing will be the same, actually.

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer. Do you know you're unlike any other? You'll always be my thunder, and I said, Your eyes are the brightest of all the colours. I don't want to ever love another. You'll always be my thunder So bring on the rain, and bring on the thunder.

why won't you keep playing our song? why did you have to fade away and let the sun come out? why did you have to leave and leave me hanging on my own? why do i have to do the things we used to do together alone? i dont want to forget everything but you don't seem to agree for the first time.