Love. Died. Hate. Gone. Over.

okay im just trying to prove that 4 letters words are words that has something to do with unhappiness.

today i got "It's Gonna Be Love" stuck in my head. and i got "Up Against The Wall" into huishan's, nat's and vchew's later. and then it got hooked in mine too.

That when we're alone it's too hard to resist, making believe that we're bigger than this. Choosing a road that is different, but similiar, to the same one I took before. Why don't we breathe? Why can't you see, that things aren't always what they appear to be? And as simple as it sounds, I think I've found, the perfect way to grow old.

so i'll be having tuition again later. i never once liked tuition, but tuition with huishan and vchew really turns everything upside down. we just have so much fun together :D and the best thing is that, THE TEACHERS LOVE US TOO. all because we talk and joke with them loudly in the middle of class, which is something i have not came across in stnics. well well, i still learn as much. and SECRET: i think my tuition teachers are times better than my own math teacher.

GRR i can feel the pus on my plaster :( it doesn't hurt now, BUT IT'S DAMN ITCHY. so every night before i sleep, i'll air my wound and think really seriously how i can actually take such a big step and fall right into that hole. sometimes, i really think im like dumb or something, just the way uglyjetty says it, "Silly like the people that makes percy pigs. They know they are made to be sweets, but why do they have to make it into the shape of pigs? Why can't it be the shape of fishes or something? Fishy Fish, doesn't that sounds ten times better than percy pigs? Pigs are for pigs. HUH." she only said this once but it just keeps ringing in my head, especially the expression that spells something like "what? i'm right what." when i just stare back at her like she just said something that makes no sense (which is exactly what she just proved herself). UGLYJETTY IS MY FAVOURITE FRIEND :D (ehh i just remembered that huishan nat and debra were munching on percys today. well, erm percy pigs can be nice too but i just don't like it the way UGLYJETTY prefers Fishy Fish.)

VIVIANPHANGsai. i miss you so much today okay, i don't know why. well, good luck for QH too :)

And by my own admission, you'll find that my condition, is worse than you imagined. You're better off if you know, but every time before that I, have tried to measure pain inside, you can't ignore it. Right now I can't ignore it.