QH today was great but it was a big disappointment to me as well :( mistakes were made, very bad mistakes. so im sorry to honghwee first, cause she said i took away her first REAL kiss. well well it was really unintentionally :/ i feel violated :( but anyway, honghwee said it was quite a good effect, so i think thats like saying "I ENJOYED IT ALL!" hahhhha but still, sorrayyyyee. and sorry to the daoyans too :( the second mistake was the worst of all. i screwed it all up. yeah. it was really that bad. and that fall just make me went "OH SHIT" which everyone heard it as OUCH. that's weird but at least, I DIDNT SOUND LIKE I WAS SWEARING. come to think of it, maybe i should be greatful that i didn't scream the F word, which will be like 10837537865875856 times worse. but still, this has left me really regretful. especially when we all promised we are going to make this QH the best for the reddies. sorry :/
but maybe, if i look at this in a different way, this could be a really memorable QH for me. like 20 years later, maybe, i would think back and remember this very QH that left me really embarrassed :D but still.

ahhh huishan and val came today and they got me really nice stuff! the box of notes, they are really cute :) and yes, i did laugh to myself retardedly while reading through it all. and the pink gerbs!! yes they are damn nice. i love it :)

sooooo i guess the X/RAIN people are having fun at Casuarina now :) too bad i can't join you all. don't be too sad kaes. i think im starting to sound like honghwee. well well, im celebrating at home too with BB. then now im slowly finishing my BB before i can put water in and keep the gerbs alive for another few days before they die :( BBs are the best, i shall get you all some next time. i bet you all would love it. gosh, two BB and my whole face feels hot already. well, here's a little something from you all : its been great doing QH with you all this year, reddies, i love you all :D yepp and all the reds of huahui, I LOVE YOU ALL <3

here's thank you notes:
WANGSIMIN, ni hen kawaii nehszxszx :) i love youuuu and the way you came up on stage to look for me and jacq XOXO wo ai ni worsxzxzsxssx.
HUISHAN&VCHEW, ni men ye hen kewlszxsx. xie xie ni men for coming down today and for being there for me when i was crying like shit at the stairs. ni men hen cute :D
X/RAIN, ni men hao bang hao bang today. we all did our bestest best and i know you all loveee my cute QH presents. I LOVE THEM TOOOOOOO.
EVERYONE ELSE, thanks for making this QH great too :) you all are the Greatest Great <3

yay, im done with one BB, flowers-in-the-glass time!