was reading this message posted on friendster :

January--i danced with
February--i loved
March--i choked on
April--i licked
May-- i kicked
June--i murdered
July--i sang to
August--i had lunch with
September--i ran over
October--i smoked
November--i yelled at
December--i kissed
Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a paperclip
2-------a monster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a gangster
6-------a mexican
7-------a llama
8-------a banana
9-------myself
10-------my neighbor
11-------an ipod
12-------my dog
13-------chuck norris
14-------a stuffed animal
15-------a goat
16-------a pickle
17-------your mom
18-------a spoon
19-------my best friends boyfriend
20-------a football player
21-------a permanent marker
22-------my boyfriend tounge
23-------a noodle
24-------my girlfriend
25-------a baseball bat
26-------my sister
27-------a cd
28-------my science teacher
29-------a thorn bush3
0-------my cell phone
31-------A homeless guy
Pick the color of shirt you arewearing:
White------Because im sexy
Black-------Because im a ninja.
Pink--------Because im homosexual.
Red---------Because i love her.
Blue--------Because the voices told me to
Green------Because I hate myself.
Purple------because im an ass
Gray--------Because im drunk as hell
Yellow------Because someone offered me1,000,000 dollars
Orange----Because i hate my family.
Other-------Because that's how I roll.

so i guessed the month and the days were asking about birthday. so everything read "I kicked a fork because i love her". but why would i kick a fork? i do wonder how alexis is now anyway.

today was a GREAT day. especially the breakfast surprise by the 7 LEVELS OF TENSION. their small act actually brought me to tears. they bought macdonalds breakfast for me. and when i saw the mcmuffin and stuff, my first reaction was aww damn touched and i cried la. see how they all can be so sweet and actually so mean so as to make me cry at the same time? plus, it is my birthday today - how can i cry? but it was really touching. friends like them are really hard to get :) they sang the first happy birthday to me. second time was from the class. third from the sweethearts that came recess with me today. the forth was from the SYF people. AND AHEM AH. germainetan, the cake was only nice because you bought it for me. and you seriously didnt have to waste so much money on a cake for me. OK EVERYONE GET JEALOUS. ITS AN AWFULLYCHOCOLATE CAKE FROM MY AWFULLYSWEET FRIEND. but thanks anyway la ger :) damn nice of you to leave before recess la. but i hope youre feeling better manzzsxzsxszxz.

sometimes i wonder if you are really the one i miss. you shut down my power system sometimes though. rainy days make me think of you, i don't know why. and everyday now seems to be raining, cold days aren't that great now. I would fall asleep, Only in hopes of dreaming that everything would be like it was before But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting. They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor. this song hit me really damn hard when i was thinking of everything again. now please excuse me while i'll take my time to get you out of my mind.